XD eh well, in Indonesia, "Curhat" is short for "Curahan Hati". It's literally translated as "Pouring of the heart" or "Venting of the heart". It's basically when someone rants or raves, or basically vents about the things that happen in their life. It's most commonly used when someone is talking about love and relationships.
As for me here, being a guy that trusts the internet, I do prefer to do my 'curhat' here in my blog, or my facebook, and sometimes in FA or DA.
So uh well, life's been mm... good, pretty much. Here I am back in Solo, Indonesia, safely. My cousins from Australia are here too, and we're having a good time. Apparently my 2 younger cousins kinda forgot how to speak Indonesian x'D It's not hard for me to talk to them, but to some of my other relatives, it's kinda hard, especially my other cousins ehehe
My older cousin bought me a veeery nice gift from Australia, which is an Ouroboros symbol(From Fullmetal Alchemist) necklace. I've been wearing it since I got it X'D
Oh, and I actually have plans to go to BALI around the end of this year. oh what fun X3c;;; I'm really looking forward to it. I'll take pics, of course :'D
Going backwards, leaving Malaysia was kinda hard for me, somehow harder than leaving Indonesia 3 months ago. I actually felt what it was like to, you know, live. Living alone in my own room, spending time with friends, facing the same problems, choosing where I want to go when I want to go, choosing which people I wanna be friends with and which ones I wanna avoid. Life as a college student is extremely different than what I've been experiencing before, and I liked it. Leaving campus was hard, coz I left my friends there, the ones that I made by my own choice. And well, worst of all, actually, is leaving the person that I like. as in, "like" like.
I know it's stupid x'D being sad because of a crush. But well, crushes really do crush your heart. Being rejected, or knowing you'll be rejected really breaks your heart. Oh well, at least I still have activities back at home, since most of my extended family is here. I'll live through the 1 month vacation.
Going backwards again, 2 days before my departure back to Indonesia, I actually had a small pre-Christmas party with my church friends. It was actually, well, something different than just any other party. It kinda felt like we're family. We cooked together, we ate together, and we actually had a roasted turkey. It was my first time eating turkey and it's heeaavenly *w*.
The best part of the party, actually, was having an opportunity to spend some time with the person that I liked(yeah I know this sounds stupid). To be honest, I know that my crush would probably reject me, if I were to ever confess. There's like, only 10 percent chance that I'll be accepted. So like, for now I'll just be satisfied by being friends.
Haha, boring wall of text? This is what's called 'curhat' :P
I guess for the reader or listener, a curhat is something really boring and annoying, but for the speaker/writer, it's actually a good thing, you get to pour your heart out and like, feel relieved. It's healthy, in my opinion
Well see ya later, needa go to bed @@
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