Sketches and Doodles and crap

Eh, I'll just dump a few here if u wanna see .3.

Hahahahapun

Feral... CUTE DX

For that pokemon crossing stuff. Mm Linearts

Now this one's random, but I like that sonic boom hand *w*

This would be my fav XD somekind of heartless hohoh

 Dansu time (~.3.)~

Yum~

Skittles~!!

Yes, this be the first time I ate one. I've heard of it like a long time ago but I could never find it in my local supermarket D: But fortunately, when I went to semarang yesterday, we stopped by Gelael and I found one of these. mmmm I do taste the rainbow <3

 Mm, now to continue my last blog 

 I actually made a template for this thing, some like a mannequinn that I can dress up any way I want XD
 Anyway, this would be the image I'm gonna aim for. I have all the components right now so It's pretty much done 
The reason I made this stuff is to be able to be recognized by anyone. See, not all people fold their sleeves unevenly and there's more people wearing watches on their left hand than their right. Oh and the jade necklace is under my shirt there.I wonder where I can get a teal hoodie ;3; the only one I have is a plain black hoodie..

Oh and also here's a pic of my dog and her pups, who was born INSIDE the couch o_o

There's the black one on her belly, and there's the 2 others near her head 8D

They're just so cute ;3;No the couch wasn't that destroyed at first, but we had to destroy it ourselves unless we want them to suffocate ;3; poor couch...

Btw tomorrow's Indonesia's independence day. My friends and I actually did a major collab last year.

Woo so crowded 8'D

  This brings back memories X'D 
Mmm well I don't have much to say about tomorrow except that I won't be joining any flag ceremony since I graduated >.>;; well at least the roads will be decorated with flags everywhere 8'D


 Btw, a few days ago, I bought these

Comicbooks from Koloni!

If you are an Indonesian, these two books are must haves. You'll have your eyes filled with tears when reading 'Pelangi di naungan mentari' and 'Kopi pahit' (Though the first one would be tears of emotion, while the other tears of laughter (okay those are not the right phrases but who cares :P))
 Kamfretto and extremely garudaboi are rly nice as well, though to be honest the plot in Dewa Keris is kinda cliffhangin, so, I'm not much of a fan of it XD


Meh, I gotta eat =3=
Do expect a whole lot of sketches in the next blog. I am currently fighting a potential art block by sketching random dumdedums. 
See ya readers (if there are one o_o *pessimistic* *Brickd*) 

Few stuff~ =w=

Eh, nothing significantly interesting has been happening lately, so I didn't feel the need to write it out.
Yknow, No more school, always staying at home, it gets quite boring sometimes. though still, some things happened :3

First of all, The Indonesian Furries made a collab, organized through our FB group. I was honored to be the organizer :'D 
Basically my friends sent me their pics following a specific theme that we chose and I compile them into one file. Though nobody said anything about what the file should be, so I made it into an interactive flash movie :3 Check it out 

Then, I went to Bandung like, last week or something, and met some of the indofurs I know in person. I didn't get to meet many of them since it's the first day of the fasting month, so they were busy having their first dinner with their families, and We didn't do much either since there's not much time, but it was all good :3
It pretty much helped me be closer to some of my friends that I've never really got close to, so, it's all good xD
 
Then.. uhh, like, last week is pretty much a really boring week. all I did is stay at home and do stuff with my laptop... it was.. eehh boring.

Though today wasn't that boring. I watched Harry Potter 7 part 2 :D It was great! though, it wasn't as great as I expected... HP7part1 was much better in my opinion, Though it might just be coz I don't want it to end just yet
And transformers 3 is on the movies, I think I'll be watching it soon enough.

 Last one, I bought the cheap(lol) jade necklace that I eyed weeks ago. I know necklaces aren't useful but hey, it's just about $2.50, no harm done to my wallet xD 
Though still, eeh I'm kinda forming an image of myself lately. the jade necklace is definitely in.
 My goal is to make an image of myself that people will recognize immediately. I dunno if I sound desperate but I'm a maniac for originality and uniqueness 

I'm kinda sleepy right now, I'll make a pic for what image I'm aiming for soon.
Sleeptime nite nite =w=/

Graduation, Empty days, and a lot of stuff

First of all, I'm a high school graduate now, and that's a big yay for me :D

Actually I didn't wear anything like this o.o

So apparently we didn't have any graduation ceremony... or any ceremony.. at all really
All we did is finish the test, stop going to school, and... done.. ._.a
It's actually because I'm in an international program thing that my school has. It gives us an O level certificate instead of an Indonesian National certificate. The O level thing can be accepted in countries other than Indonesia, but not in Indonesia itself. So I'm going abroad whether I want it or not. and I so want it XD
Though I really think because we're in this IP(international program), we're being treated differently from the other people. We're only 6 people in a single class, and we're like, ignored by the school most of the time. If there were some announcement letters sent to all classes, sometimes my class doesn't get it .3. Iunno, I think it's pretty ironic, really. We're paying more than other classes for the program, but we get a kinda bad treatment. We don't even have graduation ceremonies D:
I dunno if my classmates think the same, but I think it's pretty obvious. We deserved a better treatment .3.
Well I don't rly care anymore, I'm graduated, yay .w.~

So, I'm going to college in October, going to Malaysia. It's gonna be a whole new environment for me to live in. New start in everything, and I do plan to change the way I live.
I've been stuck inside this room with only the internet as my window to the outside world long enough. I'm gonna live how I should live, live better. Walk around, breathe fresh air, and stop being stuck in the house.
Seriously, I can't ride a bike, motorcycle, nor a car, and the public transport in Indonesia sucks bad, and I can only go so far on foot. This place is hopeless imo, atleast for now .3.

I still have like a few months till October, and time's gonna run fast. I'm promising myself to make these days useful.
First of all, I'm gonna learn to cook. I'm doomed out there without a skill with pans and spatulas, considering that money is a hard thing to get once you're away somewhere out there. Then, I'm gonna start making myself more independent. I think I rely too much on my parents and stuff, and that's kinda bad.  
And another is art. I'm gonna improve my art as much as possible, so that at least when I get to college I'm able to sell some commissions where people would actually want it, not like people have some spare money to spend or something like that. Money is gonna be a problem and I think doing commishes would have quite some impact.
I'll be making a schedule of what I'm gonna be learning, coz I figured that schools work coz it's planned and scheduled. I hope it'll work .3. 
Guh enough of those stuff, anywho, these days won't be useless :3 

Mm so it's like holiday time for everybody recently, and I've been spending time with my cuzzins :3 It's like fun. first I went to their place which is out of town, and there was a lot that I did. I really enjoyed it. Then we came back to our place at our town and did more stuff (lol too little details)
Most of the time we just walked around random malls and visited some food spots and such. Holidays are the time to gain weight anyway XP I'm gonna try to not get too stuffed though.
And like for the past 2 days I've got interested in getting a necklace/pendant/whateverit'scalled for myself. For once I'd like to spend my money on something NOT edible XP
Sooo we went to the mall and I looked around. Apparently they didn't sell some that looks nice for me. Most of the necklaces/pendant/whutthewhat that were sold were like, glittering and sparkly @3@ It's hoorrrible I tell ya. 
One scary experience(in a way) is when I saw something that looks like an awesome pendant in a girly store. I thought, who knows, it may be awesome. But looking at the store, I'm already shivering

I forgot its name lol 

Its atmosphere was enough to burn my skin(or something like that) But that pendant is looking really interesting, So I finally entered that store... Only to find that the pendant didn't look nice @_@ so I walked out quickly, feeling burned from the pink lights. Guh that was scary
 So I went to a different mall today, where I've seen a good necklacependantwhateverstuff before. I went to look for it again and it was there, though it was extremely expensive ;3; So I thought it might not be worth it, so I went to look for others.
Then I walked pass this store, which sell like jade accessories, and I found this really interesting pendant.

Pretty~

It has a letter meaning Blessing on it. Not sure if I wrote that one right, I asked google translate @_@ though It looks real great, and it's cheap too. But my cuz said I should think about it first, and the storekeeper said they're still gonna be there for a long time too. So I didn't buy it yet. I do like it so much though. If only it was blue ;3;

Maybe it'sall. nuff for this textwall. goin to bed~

Oh and have a idunnohowtodescribethis doodle before I leave :P

Howl!

So there's a full moon tonight, and it's ridiculously bright @w@
And there's going to be a lunar eclipse soon... I'm totally gonna go see 8D

Before I changed my Fursona, I was a wolf, so, reacting to the full moon I'd probably howl around XD  

So Before, I was like...

And now, I'm a blue panda, so I can't exactly howl to the moon. I don't even quite know what sounds red pandas make o_O

And now I'm like...

 

 I kinda regret changing species coz I can't howl anymore, But hey, humans can howl anyway(maybe not so much like wolves but you get the point) so I can still howl XD
I still haven't explored the fun of being a red panda anyway, so I'll save my regrets for later


Now I'm gonna look for the moon eclipse 9_9~

ASIAN EYES

Got a problem with that? *_*

Hahah, this is some kind of inside joke among me and my friends XD The four of us put these headshots of our characters with narrow eyes as our MSN display pics XD We're asian anyways :P


Anywho, today's the 2nd of June, which is 40 days from Easter day. For us Christians,  this is the day when our Lord Jesus ascends to Heaven, after being resurrected 40 days before.

'Tis the Cross o3o/

This means quite much to me I guess, though apparently the teenagers in my church didn't have any service, so I didn't go anywhere today o.o


Another thing, yesterday was a great day :D. It's like, life shown it to me right from the start. The first time I looked into my watch, it was 1:11:11 11th June 2011. 
"1, 11, 11, 11, 6, 11"
"1, 10+1, 10+1, 10+1, 5+1, 10+1" <- awesome numbers with 1 added 8D
"1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 5, 10, 10, 10" <- See the 6 "1"s? the only 6 which occured in the first set? 8D;;
"1+11+11+11+6+11 = 51" <- Another number ending with 1!
"51 = 50+1" <- another 5-ish number with 1 added!
"50+1 = 5x10 +1" <- There was 5 and 10 in the earlier series XD
"51 = 17x3" <- 17 just happened to be my favorite/lucky number XD 

GAH enough math work, bottom line, yesterday was a really good day to me, I learned a lot of stuff that will change my life and stuff like that. woo~

Good Day ish Good

 Now I really want coffee, but it's 7 PM and I doubt I'll be able to sleep if I did.
...

Meh what the heck *goes get coffee* .3.  

Teenagers

Avoid this pic if u don't wanna read amateur psychological observations

 

Yeah, teenagers.

One second they're like 'RAGE! THIS SUCKS, THAT SUCKS, LIFE SUCKS IMMA HIT PEOPLE' and 5 minutes later they're like 'OMG I'M SO HAPPY! LIFE IS WONDERFUL IMMA GIVE GIFTS TO PEOPLE'

Aren't we?

Yeah, actually XD
Till now I'm still wondering how it works that way, I mean, How does our mind take such little things and turn it into huge things that makes us so worked up and upset. For me, I'm trying as hard as I can to be mature, but it doesn't go that easily, apparently. The small things like connection problems and being asked for help when I don't wanna help gets me fired up, and I feel like wrecking the place.

Phew, It's probably in the hormones, and we can't do much about it.
I just hope when I get older I don't keep this teenage mood swing with me DX