Graduation, Empty days, and a lot of stuff

First of all, I'm a high school graduate now, and that's a big yay for me :D

Actually I didn't wear anything like this o.o

So apparently we didn't have any graduation ceremony... or any ceremony.. at all really
All we did is finish the test, stop going to school, and... done.. ._.a
It's actually because I'm in an international program thing that my school has. It gives us an O level certificate instead of an Indonesian National certificate. The O level thing can be accepted in countries other than Indonesia, but not in Indonesia itself. So I'm going abroad whether I want it or not. and I so want it XD
Though I really think because we're in this IP(international program), we're being treated differently from the other people. We're only 6 people in a single class, and we're like, ignored by the school most of the time. If there were some announcement letters sent to all classes, sometimes my class doesn't get it .3. Iunno, I think it's pretty ironic, really. We're paying more than other classes for the program, but we get a kinda bad treatment. We don't even have graduation ceremonies D:
I dunno if my classmates think the same, but I think it's pretty obvious. We deserved a better treatment .3.
Well I don't rly care anymore, I'm graduated, yay .w.~

So, I'm going to college in October, going to Malaysia. It's gonna be a whole new environment for me to live in. New start in everything, and I do plan to change the way I live.
I've been stuck inside this room with only the internet as my window to the outside world long enough. I'm gonna live how I should live, live better. Walk around, breathe fresh air, and stop being stuck in the house.
Seriously, I can't ride a bike, motorcycle, nor a car, and the public transport in Indonesia sucks bad, and I can only go so far on foot. This place is hopeless imo, atleast for now .3.

I still have like a few months till October, and time's gonna run fast. I'm promising myself to make these days useful.
First of all, I'm gonna learn to cook. I'm doomed out there without a skill with pans and spatulas, considering that money is a hard thing to get once you're away somewhere out there. Then, I'm gonna start making myself more independent. I think I rely too much on my parents and stuff, and that's kinda bad.  
And another is art. I'm gonna improve my art as much as possible, so that at least when I get to college I'm able to sell some commissions where people would actually want it, not like people have some spare money to spend or something like that. Money is gonna be a problem and I think doing commishes would have quite some impact.
I'll be making a schedule of what I'm gonna be learning, coz I figured that schools work coz it's planned and scheduled. I hope it'll work .3. 
Guh enough of those stuff, anywho, these days won't be useless :3 

Mm so it's like holiday time for everybody recently, and I've been spending time with my cuzzins :3 It's like fun. first I went to their place which is out of town, and there was a lot that I did. I really enjoyed it. Then we came back to our place at our town and did more stuff (lol too little details)
Most of the time we just walked around random malls and visited some food spots and such. Holidays are the time to gain weight anyway XP I'm gonna try to not get too stuffed though.
And like for the past 2 days I've got interested in getting a necklace/pendant/whateverit'scalled for myself. For once I'd like to spend my money on something NOT edible XP
Sooo we went to the mall and I looked around. Apparently they didn't sell some that looks nice for me. Most of the necklaces/pendant/whutthewhat that were sold were like, glittering and sparkly @3@ It's hoorrrible I tell ya. 
One scary experience(in a way) is when I saw something that looks like an awesome pendant in a girly store. I thought, who knows, it may be awesome. But looking at the store, I'm already shivering

I forgot its name lol 

Its atmosphere was enough to burn my skin(or something like that) But that pendant is looking really interesting, So I finally entered that store... Only to find that the pendant didn't look nice @_@ so I walked out quickly, feeling burned from the pink lights. Guh that was scary
 So I went to a different mall today, where I've seen a good necklacependantwhateverstuff before. I went to look for it again and it was there, though it was extremely expensive ;3; So I thought it might not be worth it, so I went to look for others.
Then I walked pass this store, which sell like jade accessories, and I found this really interesting pendant.

Pretty~

It has a letter meaning Blessing on it. Not sure if I wrote that one right, I asked google translate @_@ though It looks real great, and it's cheap too. But my cuz said I should think about it first, and the storekeeper said they're still gonna be there for a long time too. So I didn't buy it yet. I do like it so much though. If only it was blue ;3;

Maybe it'sall. nuff for this textwall. goin to bed~

Oh and have a idunnohowtodescribethis doodle before I leave :P