I'm sure a lot of people went through this

Before I talk about anything, have this thingy :U
 

Happens to me Every single time

Now to the serious stuff. I've actually been feeling very.. what's the word.. Hopeless about my art. It's been quite a while since I joined art sites like DA and FA, but I don't feel like I'm recognized by people.
I don't get much friends either. Most of the friends I have now would be the Furries from my country which joined a group that I manage in FB. It's kinda depressing really.

I mean the point of me joining those sites is to get recognized by people, and know some new faces. Coz, well, nobody here recognizes my art skills. I know it's not much yet, but it's something already, right?

I'm even thinking of giving up art. It's been more than a year since I've joined FA and I've only gotten 2900 views so far. Maybe it's quite something... but... Views are just, views, lol. and I don't even know how it works, like is it counting how many people seen my page or how many people opened my page or something... It's actually comments that I need. It seems like only a few people care to say something about my art. Like it's just 'oh it's art *opens another*'. 
I know I'm being egoistic about this. But I just.. wanna make people know that I'm not just another artist.. that I'm special in some ways.

Meh, though if I did abandon my art, I still have a few other ways anyway. I'm good at cooking, I have a strong feeling for music, I excel in science-related stuff, I'm good with psychology.. not to brag, it's just true.. really. 

I'll just consider it I guess... Maybe not taking art subject in college isn't so wrong after all..

Doodles : Kreecher Series 1

Er, I've had so little ideas for my drawings lately, though I did these as practice.I Call them 'Kreechers'. no not the Harry Potter Kreacher, it's Kreecher.

They're basically human figure drawings with no facial identity and just slight not-human-ness. I'll be posting more when I draw more of them... I guess

The first Kreecher. Started out as a simple random sketch and decided to define the body shape

 

I actually started with the dagger and the body just popped out of nowhere

 

The most beautiful kreecher so far, well she's the only girl for now

Green Goblin Kreecher LOL
His mask, I love more than others <3

 

I love his weapons the most <3

If you might be noticing, I've actually used those kinds of markings they have on their masks on other drawings and characters. I will simply love you for knowing where else I've used them on :'D~

Rest time for me, I'm feelin not so good, kinda tired and stuff. Hope I'll get better soon .3.